Nature’s Uprise
10 min readSep 15, 2021

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Ok fine let’s talk about it then, you wanted to get this story right, because to be honest it seems like there might be an urgent need for my services, there’s remnants of this story going over and over. The sad part about it is, I’m so complicated that I can’t just tell a story in one perspective, each revisit could be different. You could also participate in the story by other means as well. The major issue with other perspectives is that people are stupid and they get confused. They be trying to check me and they can’t because they don’t understand two different perspectives because one time it could be a negative outlook triggered by emotion, but a lot of times the next one could be a more positive version.

They always seem like they are ready to disrespect me... It’s almost always the first two words out their mouth… You can just see them looking at you… and frowning… and then blurting out that ignorant crap, that insult! Because for some reason negative behaviors are highlighted in United States, always the bad behavior will be more instinctual. And then so I just happen to be in the aquaponics hobby. Because I love my fish and my eternal laziness. Literally every project I take on gets completed, on time, and usually beyond expectations. I am literally the closest thing you can get to a machine. I have some very strong skills and a great amount of intelligence. I was literally on a fast track in the education department. And I had quite a bit of education in the government system too. I felt like I had to keep getting smarter at a faster rate and that ultimately made me very intelligent and obedient. Let’s just say I was basically as close to an Android that you could get. I was so isolated, angry, and was basically a slave. I was an orphan so I was lucky to get the deal that I got because most of the time orphans don’t get adopted or survive at all. But I smoked, and it’s hot, so I’m tired of repeating this story about me. I started working at $16 officially because I couldn’t Figure out how to turn MySpace fame, web design, photography, photoshop, or even writing a book into a business because in 2005 I was too young. Plus I kinda already knew I couldn’t really get help, was overwhelmed with sports, after school activities, and then caring for children. You know most poor black families suffer from poor education, using their children for free labor, and then the boys, which is me, are not really allowed to have opinions and are supposed to be “strong” all the time. I was mostly ostracized so I mainly was learning stuff on the internet, and surprisingly video games, and anime. Since so many people In LA kinda knew knew me already I couldn’t Really go outside for long periods and was mostly a latchkey maintaining myself. And sometimes the extra task of educating the adults in English, professionalism, technology, etc. But I always seemed to get caught when I got in trouble, most of time additional trouble if a kid lied on my behavior of the opposite gender. And then learn to calm and appease my adoptive parent who was always complaining, angry, or stressed, and it seemed like it was it was about money or fighting with rival siblings. So I pretty much learned family can’t be trusted and was bad. So I started using other names to go out, obviously other identities online to get a more clear picture of this social barrier and it’s change by the persons looks. I didn’t do a full on catfish though, I was mostly just talking to people in entertainment for information. And because I kept studying things that could give me an advantage in being devious with using the other name, Casper. Yea and the kids in La were bad, we mostly just fought at school. But luckily my brother, who obviously was watching too much rap, would torture me and have me “trained to go” which really meant fighting random kids on sight. So I was already too aggressive. And so I said, I gotta be perfect, I gotta be smarter than all these other Asian kids. And so I started doing weird stuff like trying to learn faster, memorize more, read more information, learning really complex persuasive tactics, and then so Instead of people lying to me all the time, because I was very keen on it because it seemed like that’s all people were doing. So I started building a resource and a network of people for certain task. Most of the time I was just preparing to avoid having to be alone anywhere because I was afraid of getting shot or stabbed at random, and then they always dressed me like a gang banger but that was a California High End life style. And with the Casper name as long as that school didn’t send a letter or call I was able to go do extra bad stuff like robbing and running from cops and jumping fences and running. But then they moved me to different schools with higher education and I just became some weird robot with intense energy. But in High School I moved to AZ and that’s when the topic of racism became more real. So I kinda changed my personality and appearance, and name. Rico Bentley, and I spoke Spanish. But the people over here were aggressive but more in a legal cop calling way. So I kinda just started learning the rich people version of fighting, which was primarily manipulation. And there was a lot more cops over here so when they call one, 5 show up in like 2 mins. But by this point I was learning how to deal with the rich people. Most were friendly but I was just too popular in school and it literally made my anxiety of people much worse, so I spent most my time hiding , off campus, trying to graduate early because it just felt like there was no privacy and everyone was just laughing at you like hyenas or some shit. But luckily there was a clear distinction between Jamal and Rico Bentley. Because I needed to keep my name off social media because of my clearance training, so I made myself a ghost and stopped social media, but then I started turning my computer into a command base and my phone into a resource for everything. So I kept making more rich friends or educated ones, or even the military ones. And so idk, I guess everything after that was just trying to learn living on your own, which I did very well, until I got married, that relief of the first time receiving financial help kinda made me more lazy and sink into depression.Then I developed customer services, streamlined everything to my phone, and started getting paid to use Grindr and go clubbing. So much fun. But yea all this climate change stuff, this is kinda old. I was actually supposed to be a judge over at History Day LA, but apparently there’s been no progress. And I’m tired of the private sector and their poor employee management and value. So I found my own thing, which is way more than enough to not only be successful, but I can literally take my time with quality. Plus I donated most the money to Health Services for Cancer and HIV Research. And now we are getting much closer to a cure. But when Covid started that was finally my break from selling plants, and now I wanted to work on the website and expand, maybe have a better financial plan since there would be no product or maintenance cost. But that was the evil thing… bringing the business to the internet, that was my stuff, now I gotta get this next thing over, so I can do what I want, end the money situation, make it free, sustain social services and make the bots do the maintenance and the money thing, then rotate it. But there’s too much job roles, not enough time, and so much research, I think I learned more in those 2 years than anything educational or work related in my whole life, wow business is complicated fun, but I get to do what I want. So no more climate change, let’s get paid for our hobbies and everything we do, and start granting wishes and making cheat codes. I can finish my ultimate resource database with bots, but I’m not doing coding again, that’s too much. Now they trying to manipulate all these employers with SEO voodoo and crap. And then combine all the resources and free stuff. Oops, I already feel my John Smith cover getting blown and all my names connecting from Facebook, because that is reliable lol, and now the worst nightmare is here, there were like “haha we hacked you” and I was like idc, that’s your nightmare, I know there was no social security, what are they going to take from me? Pics? All those stupid conversations because I’m the document collector, I have backups on top of backups, and most in the cloud so it’s like a mega Resource now, with so many shooters in my contacts.But I’m strong enough most average people wouldn’t Even try, unless they are in that ice crap. Those people are always paranoid about electronics, so I gotta get more aggressive to manage them, and then it just becomes, idc if your getting robbed, I’m turning my music up!

Because music is practicing with behavior and moods too, when we revisit the SmartMusic and NeuroScience Studies. But that Allopathy topic, that crap was weird as heck. Yea if I can get this done I would probably suggest that TEP stop monopolizing the map, because I know if anyone targeted them, electricity would be first to go. It’s almost like electricity is more important than money now. We going to have to talk them into adding public solar panels so we can charge our phones and maybe charge like $20/mo so the homeless can charge their phones, since cyber security is never real, people are always screen recording or screenshooting and then posted a Beyoncé video and going like.. well I’m rich now, that’s 2 Million views. Wow and all that power, to be able to post a message and any one of those Snapchat people with the guns all the time will literally just show up to my post and stump someone out, that’s 5,000 people. I never turn off my location. And I don’t even have to work, there’s people that would handle that for me, just out of loyalty and respect, and I forgot I pretty much do t have to worry about any male target, they are always disoriented with sex lol, I forgot about onlyfans… I’m going to try to get some of these stories out more often and maybe more Psychological data and perception so we can try to engage more with the social groups, but ultimately our traffic to our website takes priority. I’m not even ready for YouTube yet.

Okay! So… We said all of that… And they only had to say this….

www.protonvpn.com

“Proton was founded by scientists who met at CERN and had the idea that an internet where privacy is the default is essential to preserving freedom. Our team of developers, engineers, and designers from all over the world is working to provide you with secure ways to be in control of your online data.” — Proton Team

But that was kinda something I felt, but just accepted because there’s not a solution or really any positive action at all… but I like the style and so I introduce you to the part that you hated about me, but what about them? And they have valid points… Blog? How Does Censorship Work.

But that was just the Beginning… Because there is an Archive already. And Much Smaller Players… But a Very Common Topic for The Discussion…. About DuckDuckGo.

DuckDuckGo is the Internet privacy company for everyone who’s had enough of online tracking and wants to take back their privacy “now”…. For over a “decade”, “we’ve” created new technology and worked with policymakers to make online privacy “simple” and accessible for all. Every day, millions of people rely on our free all-in-one solution (private search engine, tracker blocker, mobile browser) to stay private online. In one download we deliver privacy, simplified. No VPN? No Email Encryption? For more information, visit the most beautiful thing you’ll ever see… DuckDuckGo Website? Search Engine? But please read this other company and their opinion on this Discussion… While Google still talks to itself and Facebook has one employee but an entire nation of free labor. 💵🤑💰👋🏳️‍🌈🌿🍏😈😈😈 The Naughty Place is Real.

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Nature’s Uprise

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