THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT
Oh no… you found me…
Am I a Scientist or an Alchemist? There are some elements on the periodic table… there’s a Trello Board for you to vote and earn Money!
I have been trying to hide since school started… but did anyone apply for FAFSA… that free money thing…..because… you know COVID-19 sort of stopped my business operations… well… I just decided to do what I always do… the absolute most… there is an interpretation there… because I can’t say anything without someone questioning the validity of my statement… but what was the lie? Because people usually lie to me… I just don’t say anything because usually, it’s because they are uncomfortable and ashamed… but then I do my voodoo.. and my Asian Persuasion and then bibidy babadee boo! I see you! But I don’t want the fame… I just want the game… but… why do I feel like I’m getting blocked? Because anyone who knows me can see I’ve never changed my number, but oh man is my block list long…. I got more people blocked than I do supporters… but all I ever wanted was freedom… but I was always free… because you couldn’t see… but what do you see in me… violate my privacy… because you can grow a tree… so I have a place to pee… 🎶🎶🎶
Did anyone read that book I wrote when I went to Haskell Middle School?
Would be nice if someone could read… more than two sentences… because the reason I mastered Psychology in 2005 was so I could Finesse a way out of trouble… because I’m a troublemaker 👿. A heart breaker… oh yea I get suspended for calling people ugly… but I’ve been ugly my whole life… because of the labels… the skin… they don’t even focus on the words they read, they start thinking over the words… that’s why I don’t talk… but I can manage my needs without talking, because trust is automatically given, so play me, and I play with you… okay so when does Medium allow me to get paid to write? Because they won’t buy shit that I write…
But I can learn a lot about the person… the personality… the source of the writer… whether it was a ghost writer named Casper… in Hawaiian Gardens… doing bad shit with the homies in Lakewood, but almost crossing Long Beach… and Cerritos… with my Cheetos… doing bad shit… like cussing… because they wanted me off the flag “boring” Football team… because I’m just too mean… but I do their homework like a Jellybean… fighting on DBZ Budakai Tenkaichi… going ape on some fake shit… but don’t take your shoes off… and don’t say what set your from… because I gotta go home…. Do my homework… my “free labor” chores…. Educate the babies, and the parents… and get online… and learn this MySpace crap, cuss out Tom, cuss out everyone on my moms phone… or the Cingular phone… that Chocolate… but… I can’t go back to Cali? Everyone over there knows me… because everyone knows me… but they don’t actually know me… because I don’t even talk… I stay out grown folks business… and I gotta compete with all the Asians… but who said they were smart? Lol 😂. We just work together and cheat together… that’s why I’m the boss… but… now I’m the Big Boss… because persuasive writing… debate… dot your tees… cross your eyes… oh yea I did it all the legal way, but why? Because my family was poor and rich… it’s a perception… but in reality they just don’t listen… but when they do? They deny me? Or do I deny them? That’s why I hated the fame… saw it in person… they got money, but they got bills too, but that’s why I needed to get creative on writing my story… that I didn’t want to write… I just wanted to not be affected… by anything…. That’s why they didn’t know… but the kids I raised knew… so what are you going to do?
Talk shit? Because I am the shit… but saying that makes you a target… and I’m out of practice… but know I Know… Roman….Numerals…Revenge…Planets…
But I like that Hercules stuff better, that Hades was still a god but was representing the Devil and the fiery pit of hell. But apparently the fire 🔥 burning off your ability to feel was just the first level… according to Dante….
Apple and Google, maybe a little Microsoft… idk…
But what about that Rap Shit… well what about Yo moma so fat… world star… Ricostar… have you heard that in the song because I write so bad that I can hear and learn in music too….
But I’m a Rooster 🐔 I wake people up… that Chinese Shit… Chun-li shit.. but did you rent out that Rari sitting in that 5 car lot, because you could lease and charge too, but you don’t get that Black card though… and don’t smoke that black.. a Veteran told me… but I told you I have shooters and they are all around me… Do you like poetry?
What if you could get paid for it, would you listen to me? Because we aren’t making much progress…just repeat.. Follow… repeat… there’s an interpretation there. And a little Psychology… but what is wrong with me? Is it my personality? Because you can’t see me… but you can see me… but would you… could you… okay who the fuck wants to go first? Because I’m about ready to go on tv but look a classmate…
And she did exactly what I hoped she would, but… would she remember me? Because she was besties with my Girlfriend… who said I was too immature.. I am… boys are… men… you know… disposable… enlisted… head of the money… but the Queen, and there’s many… the Queen Bee… and her slaves “soldiers” or the Carters… or the Knowles… she has some competition… but what is all this political shit… we been on.. and they are still following the wrong thing… because when I finally just focused on me…. I got several death bed apologies… but I’m not mad… I’m just the meanest one… they avoid the mean mugger… and I run the whole operation, but not the operation… because there’s an operation within the operation… and when you let go of your fear… there’s nothing to fear… just ignorance… that’s why I’m retired… but now… who will start the first part of the international etiquette I keep throwing out there… because you know I’m tired as fuck… but you want to belittle the little that you know.. but… Red & Blue… what you going to do? Going to take it to the goal? Now why does Snoop Dogg go support Poly but not me, because his cheap ass product could have kept me smoking… without that synthetic crap… but even the students are getting free smoke.. on Saturday… at Purple Med… because we have a Purple Heart… not Red… not Blue… but Trump? I didn’t vote for him… who made the questions? Alert! Shutdown! Now why do we dump our money to support resources that have 30% going to the cause? I did it too… but I was supporting the eradication of illnesses leading to death… and global “warming”… but then they cancelled my opportunity to be a Judge… so sad… but now there’s FAFSA… and I give Red for Ed, and Blue for you! What are you going to do?
Google Me! Challenge Me! Support Me! Support yourself! Because I don’t a fuck what you look like.. I don’t judge… I can’t even be a judge… it’s too subjective… and apparently looks determine how your treated, the Cat Fish can tell you that one… Cat…. Fish!! Duh! Lol or the Challenge idk… I need a bag… a stallion… gotcha! And she went to college… and I got family in Texas too, Asian Doll!!! Lol the brat doll… oh her… she’s me… but a Sun Devil… oh yea that’s me…
